My attitudes changed.
I now know why everything bad happens to me.
Because much better things only take place after.
I have a job I feel great about by losing the job for which I worked hard.
I have a freaking bad ass car now by losing the one that I needed so many times.
I have the girl of my dreams by losing the parts of me I just didnt want to let go, and now…
We’re finally on top.
Currently it requires a lot of work before I can be happy.
Straightening it out now.
Something in my life starts going awesome, and immediately something else goes wrong.
It’s a vicious cycle.
At least this time, I have everything I need.
I have the love I dont deserve. A gold that I didn’t earn.
There’s that fire within me that burns bright, but doesn’t hurt.
This is me moving up.
And I’m above this everyday crap.